Can a mother forget her child after she puts him or her up for adoption?

We shared birthdays and deaths together with another couple

nothing could ruin the day except foe one thing

to this day I regard this man as the scum of the earth for the way he had broken the news of my adoption

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after thirty four years I found out that I was adopted

sadly just got the bad news that my other half brother passed away last month

all even years in fact when my world was turned upside own TWICE

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however because my parents had been so good to me I resolved two things

two - I would not look for my birth family until my dad was gone

the only problem was I never knew why

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I was depressed

he threw the teddy bear away the day I got married

the shock was so great I had a complete breakdown

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I was Morose

the search for your origions had just opened up so even if I had known before hand I would not have been able to look

when did he die lthecsameceay thst Anne’s mom died

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strange as it may seem the day before Anne’s mom died my wife had a dream about Anne’s mom coming to her with a letter asking for forgiveness spabdvthat my wife go look for the son she gave up for adoption all those years before

my had was spinning

one - I would not tell my dad I knew (my mom had passed away four years before

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I talk from experience here

it was our wedding anniversary and her mom was dying of emphazima and doctor had said it was hours not weeks or months that she woukd go so we were stressing she would go on our wedding aniversary

I had kept my promise not to tell my dad I knew but now he was gone I could freely look

I can not sleep. what is the problem?

I never suspected anything

I was crying

she burned to death

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I knew it might cost me finding my birth family but my parents happiness was ore than breaking my dads heart

She died the next day and her death led to me connecting with my birth family when the death notice for Anne’s mom appeared just above the only two death notices for my half brother

my youngest daughter was born on the mothers birthday

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there were several others that sort of beggar belief

I some what think her last thoughts as her final moments were reached shecwascthinkingbof me and of the son she had given up all those years before

my dad died it was this couples wedding anniversary

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strange yes

the shocker came when I found out that the same day my mom died was the same day I had been so distraught

I did nit know what to do with myself

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one one fine day the sun was shining, the birds were chirping, it as a beautiful day

however nothing came of it and four years later I finally succeeded in connecting with my birth family

Well I leave that for your to decide

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I found out my birth mothers name and the search was on

the letter wasn’t from my mom but there was a letter from the matron from the home where I spent my first year after I was born saying that I was taking the teddy bear to my new home from my birth father

moulding my own thoughts into the story maybe

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the years past by quickly

I’m too scared to even contemplate if there is another connection there

but here is the clincher

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A slip up by my aunt and the world I knew came crashing down

my dad hated that teddy bear and we never knew why

my dad died and once again my world came to a CRASHING FLIP

this was not the first strange co incidence

It fell off the trolly and instead of it been put back on the trolly it was put on the shelf judt as my application to look for my parents csmecinn

my file was been transferred from the archives to the computers to enter all the information about children and birth parents that wanted to reunite

I found out that I had been adopted at age one and that I had two half brothers thirteen and fourteen years older than me

a very strange experience

personally I think my mom did regret giving me up and always wondered what happened to me

the one man I trusted and looked upto very brutally told me I was adopted

my father in law died on the mothers parents anniversary

but it was the manner my mom died that gives me pause for thought

the next day I was fine again

I found out that my birth mom had died eleven years before but the rest of the family apart from my dads side had been waiting 25 years to connect with me

the whole day I was in a state

I was closer to him in the last three months that he was still with us than I had ever been in the previous 34 years

co incidence's ???

banging my head agaists the wall was a very viable option